I wonder so much about death...I've never been afraid of it, what really scares me is the possibility of it actually being the end of our relationship; will I ever see you again? I try to convince myself I will, but it's just not enough. I don't even know if you still exist...maybe you do, but you've forgotten all about me...

You used to say a person was never gone as long as he stayed in some one's thoughts. You're in my thoughts everyday, then why do I feel like you're gone?