Self-control. I need. Desperately.

I'm so tired of being sad. I remember I always hated to see people sad. I always thought it was, even in a small part, their own fault. I mean, you allow yourself to be sad. You take yourself to misery. You do it. Yourself.

So... I guess I'm done with step no. 1: I've accepted my problem, but I'm having trouble getting to step no. 2: actually doing something about it.

So many things have changed in my life recently. I'm having trouble dealing with that. And I'm definitely not helping myself (me, myself and Rocío, right? haha).

I always saw myself as an optimist. That's why I don't understand how I ever got to this point, but I think I've had enough. No, actually, I know I've had enough. I really need to get myself together now.

I always thought of everyday as an opportunity to do something great. I've let so many opportunities go because the tears in my eyes wouldn't let me see. That has got to stop.

A wise man once told me: "patience" (yes, that's all). He really knew what he was talking about.