2
Jul
2008

Ingrid Betancourt was finally set free!

I'm so happy. Today is a memorable day for Colombia and the rest of the world. An outstanding woman, among about fifteen other people, got her life back today.

Ingrid Betancourt was kidnapped by the Colombian FARC guerrilla over six years ago. Recent photos, a letter and a video gave no hope of her survival. I have no doubt this was an incredibly tough experience to survive...I imagine even she wondered, for the over two thousand days she was kept captive in the middle of the Colombian jungle, if she was going make it.

I can't even imagine how horrible it must be to have your life taken away from you in such a cruel and radical way. If you're killed you no longer care, for you are dead. But to be kidnapped...and for so long...it must be the most frustrating experience. Especially for such a person: a prepared woman full hope, strength and the will to make things change in her troubled country. God, it frustrates me to even think about it.

I'm so happy for her and the others (and their families and friends) and I hope that they will recover from this as much they possibly can. I hope Ingrid Betancourt does, and if she does, I know she can make great things happen. I'm hoping for it with all my heart.

1
Jul
2008

July is here! and, I'm happy I'm a woman!

And, just like that, July comes upon us with its heavy rains and beautiful afternoons! Every time a new month begins, I feel excited, it's like a little New Year's Eve for me. Related to that is my next thought, which is...I'm glad I'm a woman.

I was talking to a good friend on the phone the other night. We talked for a long time, just like we used to when we were in high school. The subject was pretty usual amongst girls: we were talking about love and about boys...about loving boys. I was pointing out how I thought that when it came to relationships, and life in general (except for the -could be- natural impulse that men have to play the role of the "providers" and "protectors" that even now, that women are emancipating and changing the way traditional families and societies work, it's almost inevitable and must be a huge source of stress throughout their lives), being a man was much easier -maybe I mean simpler- than being a woman: I find myself, and the rest of women, to be extremely complicated. Complicated in different ways and levels, but complicated all the same.

Being a woman implies a lot of rules and expectations. There is a pressure on all women to be true to the idea that the world has created of what a woman is and/or how she should be: what she should think and want, how she should look and behave...this isn't always easy to deal with. And even though today there is a universal effort to make men and women live and work in equal terms and have the same opportunities, this is still far from being a reality.

Being a woman also entails a lot of physical and emotional challenges. Hormones are a real Judas, if you know what a mean.

Anyways, while I continued making my point, I started to see how being a woman, in all its complications, is a blessing. And I'm not saying that being a man isn't, but you see, if you're a woman you will not doubt me when I assure you that a woman's life is filled with magic. We pay attention to the smallest things in everything, we get excited about practically anything, we make each day a magical journey and fill it with emotion, imagination and excitement.

So...I'm happy July is here and I'm happy I'm a woman. I'm conscious about its privileges and complications, and I wouldn't want to experience this world through other eyes than my own. I live in my own world. I love my own world.

8
Jun
2008

God vrs Religion

Religion is a mechanism through out which people intend to connect to God.

God is humanly indecipherable, but generally speaking, God is everything that is good.

We humans only know love and kindness through ourselves, through our human relations. Therefore, I think it would be correct to describe God as everything that is good in ourselves: truth, love, respect, compassion, solidarity, kindness.

History shows Religion has been the cause of many God-opposite human actions. In the name of God, people have done all sorts of injustices and cruelties for centuries, and continue to do so.

Why must we all try to impose our beliefs onto others? Who ever said diversity was a bad thing? Why do so many believe so? Why is diversity so hard to accept and embrace through respect and tolerance?

Modernity came upon humanity with secularism and technology, "making life simpler". It's impressive that we yet continue to fight the same fights and behave in the same intolerant judgemental ways, even though we've seen the same ending play over and over again: suffering, hate, unhappiness. The exact opposite of what all humans are after one way or another.

It seems like Religion is once again becoming an existential issue in human lives, other than a social, traditional, cultural, historical mere coincidence no one has control over. And it is dividing people, instead of uniting.

I understand that people turn to God in the search of comfort, consolation and hope. This are tough times and we humans are being challenged in several ways and levels.

We need God. And if we look for it in each other's kindness we'll find God, a universal God that:

- is all love
- is all tolerance
- inspires us all to struggle to overcome all challenges and difficulties
- awakens in us the urge to never stop trying to understand and forgive
- makes us want to never stop trying to be happy no matter what
- reveals the pointlessness of hate and resentment

I know that's the God I want to believe in. And I'm not saying that Religion is a bad thing at all- what I'm trying to say is that Religion should never be confused with God. It is human-made and therefore imperfect. We should never confuse the point of Religion, which is to bring people closer to God (God being everything that is good). Religion is not bigger than God, and God should not be antagonized in the name of it. It's simply not logical is it?

4
Jun
2008

wet and hungry

it has been raining for days and it's not expected to stop any time soon. i have nothing against rain -especially on a lazy Sunday-, but the truth is that with every drop my heart aches thinking of all the people that are endangered by the rising rivers and the loosened soil. Guatemalan homes, especially in the rural areas, are not exactly what you would call safe or strong. not at all.

as the saying goes, "it's raining over wet soil" (I'm not sure that's the correct translation), because there are so many other issues Guatemalan people are concerned about right now...the number one being their empty, mistreated, unsatisfied stomachs.

i can't believe that oil prices continue to rise in times like this, when there are so many problems the world has to deal with. now food, as pretty much everything you can buy, is getting more expensive, and as more people drop under the poverty line, the people that have been there for a while see their life conditions worsen, when not even they could imagine it possible.

I'm sad and worried. I'm giving all the sweaters and coats i don't need away. this rainy season comes in particularly strong in particularly weak times. a friend told me on Sunday (as he tried to cheer me up) that when the word "crisis" was written in Chinese it was composed of two characters, one of which represents danger, and the other opportunity. it got me! it seemed pretty reasonable, especially after witnessing all that is being made and achieved in the name of the universal cause of stopping global warming and "saving the planet" (=saving ourselves). and just now, as i looked it up (or should i say: "as i googled it") i found that this is a "misconception" or "etymological fallacy"...! oh well, i don't care, I'm sticking to my friend's version...i like it better. i believe it actually makes sense.

Dream and/or Nightmare?

Immigration. South-North/East-West.

I've been an immigrant, and I'll tell you, it didn't feel like it was a good thing. I've always been a bit naive, and when i moved to Spain en 2005 i expected the experience to be something like the one i had had in Minnesota, when i was 13 and then when i was 15, as a middle and high school exchange student.

Of course being a teenage foreign exchange student isn't the same as being a university exchange student, and of course it isn't anything like being a middle-aged unemployed desperate undocumented immigrant. But I still imagined my year-stay in Spain would be different. I didn't know many Spaniards and was very unaware of the impact that undocumented immigrants, especially African undocumented immigrants, had already had in the average Spanish mentality and in their attitude towards foreigners.

I don't know about the "being an immigrant" before my time, but for what i read in history books, it was never such a great thing, but it was also never as un-great as it is now.

With Silvio Berlusconi (Italy's Prime Minister) talking about a "project" that would make illegal immigration a crime punishable with jail time (up to 4 years)and the U.S. Immigration Forces operations multiplying and strengthening the measures against undocumented immigrants, being an immigrant seems anything but appealing. The other day I hear on tve (Spanish tv) Spanish professionals talk about also punishing illegal immigration with jail time. And it's not like other European countries like France, Germany, Sweden and Great Britain, haven't already adopted similar measures. They have. The question is: is this the smartest thing to do?

Every sovereign country has the right to choose who to let in and for how long. We each make our own rules (based in a few universal principles). That's the way it works. The problem is, that as simple as it is, this are very complex times- and we need to come up with new, fresh and smarter solutions. We need to look at the bigger picture. It isn't even a question of "humanity" or "solidarity" (although it would be nice); it is about being able to coexist in peace and contentment in this world that continues to prove itself to be completely co-dependent and on the verge of disaster.

Harsh immigration measures clearly have "collateral damage". This damage might make the effort not even worth it. Countries have every right to fight illegal immigration, but they shouldn't do it in ways that intensify xenophobia and racism. This is a high price to pay that can surely lead to bigger problems.

People need to understand that even if undocumented immigrants are acting outside the law, illegally, they are not criminals. Most of the people that take this chance, leaving their homeland, their family, their identity and overall their lives, they are solely doing it in the hopes of giving their family a better life. I mean, do you think that anyone would want to leave their own home to go to a strange country, to live in hiding, constantly scared and excluded? I don't think so. Most illegal immigrants are nothing but hard working people trying to make a decent living, most times not even for themselves, but for their loved ones. It hurts me to see them made out to be criminals and thieves...it isn't fair.

Last month 389 Latinamerican undocumented immigrants were caught by immigration forces while working in Postville, Iowa (U.S.); 287 of them were Guatemalan. They were abused and mistreated. Most of them have been deported back home, and 42 of them remain in prison, after a 5 year-long sentence was dictated on them for the the offense of falsification of documentation and theft of identity. The sentence was later reduced to 5 months thanks to the efforts of Guatemalan Lawyers trying to help.

Day by day, Guatemalans and other Central and Latinamericans pay quantities that go over 3,000 euros to get -illegally- into the U.S.; most of them are caught on the way, and those who make it are aware that there's no safe place, since they can be caught while in the supermarket, the street or at work. Last year 23,062 Guatemalans were deported from the U.S.

So much for the American dream...it's more like a nightmare.

27
May
2008

guate city out of fuel

I'm a bit late in reporting the news, but I wasn't able to find the time to write in the last couple of weeks. Sorry

During the week that went from May 5th to 11th the situation in Guate City was pretty tense. Due to nonconformity to the City's Mayor Álvaro Arzú Policy on heavy transport vehicles transit hours restrictions (established as an attempt to reduce traffic on rush hour) vehicles transporting fuel and gas to the city were kept out by a heavy transport pilots' strike for almost the whole week.

Whilst in 2004 the restrictions were set from 6.00 to 8.30 and from 17.00 to 20.00, they're currently set from 5.00 to 9.00 and from 16.00 to 21.00. Pilots argue that they're forced, by the Mayor's Policy, to travel exclusively during night hours and that this increases the risks of being assaulted or having accidents. They are not happy.

People in the city panicked and, of course, were fast to get to the next gas station to fill up their cars' tanks. By Monday night gas prices had already raised and by Wednesday, you couldn't get gas anywhere. It was chaos. Some public collective transportation routes were suspended because the buses had no gas, and many people were unable to use their cars for the same reason.

Pilots and Government weren't able to find an agreement and on Thursday 7th President Colom decreed a "Contingency Plan" applying to the whole country, which according to Wikipedia "is a plan devised for a specific situation when things could go wrong" but in simple words it means that the Government is given more power over the citizenship rights, for a specific period of time.

And it worked, because by Friday you could fill up your car's tank in basically any gas station in the city. Anyhow...the controversy continues and I've already had a few people advise me to fill up my car's tank again, since rumor says this week the same problem will re-appear.

Pilots want no restrictions at all. This is not possible. Traffic in the city is unbearable as it is--- nevertheless, they must be heard and listened to, by the citizenship and by the Government. Guatemalan people...we tend to demonize any popular claim, but we mustn't; the heart of our so very desired Democracy is in popular participation and in the politization of the citizenship (I know, "politization" isn't a word, but hopefully it helps explain what I'm trying to say). In the Pilots case, it's true that they're put in a vulnerable position by this specific Guatemala City's Policy. Albeit, it is a necessary measure. Perhaps some other arrangement can be think of: more security on the roads, a better pay, an agreement with their customers (who argue about their products' arrival time)...no?

Dialogue and true compromise from the Government. That's what this country needs!

It's kind of ironic that all over the city -starting last week I believe- you can find Government payed billboards that appear as something like a crossroad where one way says "Chapuces" which means, in popular slang, short-term solutions, something apparent, not real. The other way says something like "real solutions". And it shows we're (Guatemalans) taking the road that leads to "real solutions" with Álvaro Colom's Government. I don't know about you, but it seems to me that the "Contingency Plan" was a bit of a "chapuz". I don't pretend to understand anything at all, but that's just the impression it gave me. Oh well...

Anyways...hopefully this problem will soon be solved and we'll all live happily ever after. Mmm

7
Apr
2008

Not funny: Chinese fur farms

I've never been pro-fur but I was never really against it either. I guess I usually find myself in a grey neutral place trying not to judge people too much, and this was the case with animal fur.

But I knew I wouldn't wear it. Never. Not me. And after watching this video (which I didn't entirely...I couldn't) I am pretty much against it. At least against fur coming from Chinese fur farms.

I guess there is a big difference between fur coming from animals being practically tortured to fur coming from animals who are being...how to say it..."well treated"...it's hard to be completely ok with animals being killed, but it's pretty common. For meat, all the time...and we eat it, don't think about it. And I guess that if you kill an animal at least you should get as much as you can from it, including fur if possible. This sounds cruel, but that's the only way this is somehow acceptable.

I struggled with the idea of posting this video on my blog. When I say I couldn't watch all of it, I mean it. I wanted to cry and puke at the same time. It really gets to you.

Maybe posting it is fair to those animals.


Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org

Ken Lee

Ok- this isn't about making fun of anyone. I am sure I would be ridiculous trying to sing in Bulgarian. But...I MUST admit this video is hilarious! Pretty creative girl Valentina Hassan, actually.



"Without you" is one of the most romantic songs ever...! Mariah Carey's interpretation isn't half bad either



Valentina Hassan's first performance was great. A lot of people made fun of it, including me I admit, but if you don't pay too much attention to the lyrics, you see she's totally in rhythm. Afterwards, she learned the lyrics better



V. Hassan even got her own radio version of "Ken Lee". What a success!!!



Good for her!

6
Apr
2008

Marilyn Monroe, chopsticks, 7 years...

"The Seven Year Itch" was directed by Billy Wilder (1955) and it was a huge success.

Great movie on naivety, love and fidelity. Loved Marilyn Monroe's performance. She's just beautiful!

This is probably my favourite part of the movie:

Capadocia



An accident, an unlucky coincidence, a bad decision made in no more than a second...

Capadocia is a great HBO series that does a good job at showing how not everything is right or wrong...and how in a matter of seconds your life can change completely. Gotta be careful!

Capadocia has a strong and clear message: there is a dark side to everyone, just like there is a complicated, pure, kind side to every person. Life's unfair and unpredictable, but in the end, it's always up to you.

Also, everyone deserves a second chance.

p.s. Loooooooove the theme song!!! Makes me want to cry every time...

Graffiti series: what Guatemalan people are saying today(II)

Click here.

26
Mar
2008

Giovenezza...!

"Quant'è bella giovenezza
Che si fugge tuttavia!
Chi vuol esser lieto, sia;
Di doman no c'è certezza."

"How beautiful is youth
youth which is so soon over and gone;
let him who would be happy, seize the moment,
for tomorrow may never come."

-LORENZO DI PIERO DE' MEDICI

Wise, wise woman

Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz (17th Century Colonial Mexico)

Being a woman is tough- I'm not complaining, but only those who are can understand on how many levels this is true.

Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz knew it. And she also knew how to put it in words. The following fragment from her very well known poem "Hombres necios" approaches one of the difficulties women deal with. It's a good one!

Hombres necios que acusáis
a la mujer sin razón,
sin ver que sois la ocasión
de lo mismo que culpáis:

si con ansia sin igual
solicitáis su desdén,
¿por qué queréis que obren bien
si las incitáis al mal?

Combatís su resistencia
y luego, con gravedad,
decís que fue livianidad
lo que hizo la diligencia.


Translation:

You mulish men, accusing
woman without reason,
not seeing you occasion
the very wrong you blame:

since you, with craving unsurpassed,
have sought for their disdain,
why do you hope for their good works
when you urge them on to ill?

You assail all their resistance,
then, speaking seriously,
you say it was frivolity,
forgetting all your diligence.


This is so true and well expressed, at least to the social reality I know, which is the Guatemalan; it is probably also true to the Latinamerican social reality in general. Actually, this is very much present in every culture and location in the world. Am I wrong?

What this poem points out is the inconsistency of the tastes and censure of men who denounce in women what they themselves have caused. I'm no feminist, but it is clearly unfair, no?


Here's another one of her thoughts I like:

Decirte que nací hermosa
presumo que es excusado,
pues lo atestiguan tus ojos
y lo prueban mis trabajos.


This is not a proper translation, but something close to it:

Telling you I was born beautiful
is needless I presume
since your eyes witness it
and my work proves it.


Every woman should be able to say this and truly believe it. Well, every person really.


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